February 2011
31 posts
January 2011
22 posts
we're dead
Roadtripping this weekend. It will be filled with coffee, dance parties, high-pitched screams and awesome friends. Can’t even imagine how fun it’s going to be considering the amount of fun we had last weekend here in the Burg. So pumped. Here we come, Charlotte!
“we’re going to die… we’re dead!”
I don’t have time to maintain these regrets when I think about the way He loves us…
insomnia
Reading Girl, Interrupted by Susanna Kaysen makes me wonder if there’s any part of me, even just a tiny fraction, that’s crazy. A lot of things would make sense. Weird to think about, but I’m honestly considering it to be true. Not the out-of-control kind of crazy, but the more subtle, internal kind. The almost intelligent kind, I’d say. Maybe even in a good way. How can everyone’s brain be exactly the same, and keep us all 100% sane? Maybe everyone’s insane to some extent, because the chemicals in our brains don’t match up perfectly. So many people in the world have mental illnesses. Well, some more than others. Maybe everyone has some degree of mental illness, but only a small portion of us are treated or hospitalized for them. That’s just what life does to you, I suppose.
Why do I always do all this hardcore thinking when I would much rather be asleep? Hmm, maybe because I’m crazy. Oh, the irony. :)
Play
“And I shout that you’re all fakes
And you should have seen the look on your face
And I guess that’s what it takes
When comparing your bellyaches
And it’s been a long time
Which agrees with this watch of mine
And I guess that I miss you, and I’m sorry
if I dissed you ” —Modest Mouse
And you should have seen the look on your face
And I guess that’s what it takes
When comparing your bellyaches
And it’s been a long time
Which agrees with this watch of mine
And I guess that I miss you, and I’m sorry
if I dissed you ” —Modest Mouse
“All I ever wanted was a cool, dry place to rest my bones. Not to drift along in this current forever, not have to sink alone.”
—A Loss For Words
la la la...
Today I realized that I enjoy listening to random people that I don’t know’s itunes libraries and, for lack of better words, judging them. It makes me wonder what they look like and what their personality is, just what kind of person they are in general. Harsh, right? Fun? Absolutely. Welp, goodnight.
spring '11
After discussing it for all of 5 minutes, we decided to head back to LU at midnight last night rather than leaving this morning like we had originally planned. So we stocked up on coffee and energy drinks, hooked up our ipods for some dance party music, packed up the car to the roof (quite literally, actually) and we set off on our hardcore, unplanned roadtrip. We were so pumped to be so adventurous, but of course we all passed out after the first hour of the car ride. We also stopped on the way and I was able to have my first Wawa experience in Jersey, it was the greatest. We drove through the night and got back at around 6:30 am. It was nice to see our beloved STD after such a long time. Home sweet 33 <3
I’m so exctied for this semester to start, I already know it’s going to be a kick-awesome few months. I’m re-united with all my friends and have new ones coming into my life, it’s super awesome. And now that I know what I want to do with my life (finally), I actually have motiviation to do wicked good in my classes. Thank you, Jesus. Bring on spring semester 2011!
wisdom-less
Okay, so it’s been 6 days since I got my wisdom teeth out and I have come to the painful realization that I can not go more than a minute without smiling and/or laughing. And, with four huge craters in my mouth, that is a very bad thing. Who knew that smiling and laughing could be so painful? That’s just what I do. Honestly, worst thing ever. Now, I will proceed to take a Percocet and go to sleep. Now I can smile in my dreams and it won’t hurt. :)
